i feel incomplete. like my whole world is missing. my heart can't recollect the things it has lost barely can my mind comprehend the lost of love in my life. my whole wolrd ripped and out of my reach from the grasp of my cold pale hands. my eyes turn to a pale blue,the feeling of tears form to my eyes as i see his face pass across my mind. my mind swipes through all our memories...first kiss... first intimate moment...our first goodbye. everyday i go back and read his letter,his heartwrenching, tear causing letter. then i think about how much i really do love him and want him in my life. eternal love. i heard it lasts forever. then maybe i havnt discovered it yet. or have i? my heart seems to think so. what if this is all just a dream? then its not real...but i knew when sitting in his room it was...real love exists and he cares at least shows he does. it could be an act but no...he wouldnt play around with this stuff not with a poor girl's scarred heart. it may never be mended. Im hopeing he will be the one that mends this torn and shattered,thrashed and beaten heart.
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Submission Name: Incomplete
