Okay breathe…
In and out
Take it slow, don’t loose control
Should I do it?
Should I wait?
Breathe…
There has to way
How do I say it?
I try but it’s like…
My voice won’t make a sound
I’m a scared mouse
Afraid to come out
Breathe…
Okay, okay
I can do this
Breathe…
If only I could only breathe,
The world would stop spinning.
Breathe…
No I can’t,
This is wrong!
I can’t say it,
The words won’t come out.
Breathe...
Don’t let the tears flow.
Please, hold back the tears,
Don’t let my eyes betray what I cannot say.
Breathe…
In and out,
That’s what it’s all about.
Breathe…
Why am I a coward?
I wish I could say…
No!
I wish I could scream how much I care,
How he makes me feel,
How his arms hold me tenderly.
Breathe…
How I wish the lights would never go on,
How I wish that time would stand still,
I have to try,
For once…
Okay, okay
I’m ready.
I can do this.
I… remember in and out.
I…
His eyes,
I cannot…
I…
Just say it,
Come on!
I…think you should leave,
I missed the moment!
Once again,
I listened to my head.
I hope…
That my eyes betray my smile,
And whisper what my mouth failed to say.
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