This was gut-wrenching, honestly. I wish I could come over to you just so you have a friend. I hope you know that you can email me anytime just to gush, rant, rave, whatever, I'm here for you. I really wish I could give you a super hug right now. I can't say I know what you're going through but I understand pain, my folks just got divorced recently, I live with my dad, needless to say, I end up doing a lot around the house and noboby notices when I'm upset, or in pain, I have to be the strong one for my younger sisters, play mommy. I know thats not the same, sorry for gushing. I really hope you'll be okay.
its really great and i really know where you are comming from when you write this it maybe hard now, but eventually you will be more comfortable writing about it...and if you have a few really good friends that you can talk to it helps a lot Just a little advice take it or leave it Keep it up Peace Star