Often times, the thing that you want to do the most, the thing that would make everything so much better, often times, that thing is the one thing that, for whatever reason, you just cannot do.
For me, that one thing is forgiving you, saying my goodbye. I want to do that more than anything else, and it would make my life a heck of a lot better. But, whatever of myself that I gave to you, I have yet to get back, and until then, I can't say goodbye.
Is it the trust I bestowed on you that you broke? Is that the piece of me that I will never be able to get back? How am I supposed to let go of betrayal?
Is it the time I invested in you that you dismissed? Is that the part of my life that I will never be able to have back? How do I forget those years of my life?
Is it the love that I never stopped giving that you took for granted? Is that the hole in my heart that will never stop bleeding? How does a wound the size of a human heal?
Whether it's the trust, the time, or the love, you have a piece of me that no longer belongs to you, but that, no matter how much you want to, you can never return to me. So, I will find a way to forgive you despite that. Somehow, some day, I will say my last goodbye.