17~No Hope Left -------------------------------------------
man I never thought Id be going through this
thinking of all Ive lost just gets me pissed
how did I become so weak
tryen not to feel it by fucken with the tweak
I used to have alot and by now I shoud have more
instead Ive got next to nothing anymore
any doors that were once open
are shut now and I just keep smokin
there is no hope left here for me
cause I was just to blind to see
how dope was destroying me
and how wrong my choices could be
now that Ive realized
and finally opened up my eyes
when I look around I see pain and hurt everywhere
all caused by me cause I didnt have the feelings to care
or even question my actions at the time
now here I am with tears in my eyes
with no one around to hear my cries