biting down on my lip, bleeding love
dripping into your mouth honest trust,
awakening your nightmares treacherous-
watching you cry, almost scandalous,
gingerly tripping over your fears
sucking the sadness away from your mind,
brainwashing incubus, silkily decieves-
holding onto the falsehoods they made you believe.
tearing apart your happiest moments
and clothing your ecstasy in loathing horror,
why can you lie to me, tell me you're fine,
when deep inside i hear your heart whine?
they suck the scum from the devil's feet
they force you to suck for their horrid pleasure
ripping out your innocence-leaving you beaten
with memories smelling like the shit you've eaten.
cut them so deep and watch them bleed black
for torturous nights that you cried all alone,
reach into their throats-make them whimper-
you try to fight back but your body gets limper.
strangle them with vengefulness
and trod on their rancid newly dug graves,
they choke you until your face turns white-
beat you down no matter how hard you fight.
hammered soul lies dead on the floor
and your body is close to death too,
willing them to die they just get stronger-
all you can think is, "how much longer!"
walls falling down on top of your chest
with rasping breaths you beg for mercy,
you cry and they hear you, tell them to cease,
nothing you do makes the pain decrease.
crumbling under their maddened pressure
bleeding and crying, dominated-
you tremble and cower in lonley fear-
you scream, they go harder when they hear.
boil hot anger from inside your veins
and let it all out with a cut or fifty more,
stab the pain away with a knife-
it still will do nothing to better your life.
whipping the life from your broken body,
emotionally draining your sorrowed mind,
i can't be there to hold you, i don't know you-
i reach out but nothing is there to console you.
you think you're weak, they want it that way
you vow to yourself you will make them pay.
that day never comes they will never be found
you hate them, they won, defeated on the ground.
tears falling down your mangled face
like spiderwebs glistening, vanishing now-
you're not alone, why can't i do more?
but nothing will ever heal your sore.