Did you think about every time you break my heart and how much pain you cause me? I'm sorry that I get emotional and scream, but you are killing my heart and me. As time moves on, I can see more clearly that we were never in love and everything you had said to me was multiple lies. We were just in lust, nothing special. We also had many different values. You thought that you could break me down so much that I would only want you and I couldn't stand for myself, but I'm still standing strong; stronger than you and I have ever seen or known. I've moved on, letting you know that you missed a good girl by messing around. No more day dreaming, wishing that you would come back and that you would change. This break-up has brought out the best in me. Now I can see the best of you clearly, and to me it’s an ugly sight; being a playa and trying to fit in with friends who won't even be there for you when you’re down. It's kinda funny on how we were first friends, then lovers, and now we act like we barely know each other, but it's cool because it keeps the tension down between us. It would have been better if you would have just told me the truth, instead of when I'm just finding out that you ain't wanna be with me and you are still whispering in my ear, "If I wanted that girl, then I would be with that girl; your the only one for me; she's fine as hell but she'll always be that girl." And now you are chasing that girl who was just that girl a few days ago, remember?? But it's all good cause I'm done with you and your problems forever because I'm on to someone else who will treat me right with respect and it ain't you. Look at how we've changed over time, acting as we never where what we were, it sucks doesn't it...
NOPE!
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