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Behind Myself

Author: Mr. Creep
ASL Info:    16. Female. Here
Elite Ratio:    1.97 - 96 /177 /112
Words: 145
Class/Type: Poetry /Misc
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I can see myself doing things but I cant help it. as if my mind is addicted but my soul is screaming stop!

Behind Myself

I watch myself walking out the door,
I cry over myself on the floor.
I can see myself killing me slow,
and I can tell you allot more than ill ever know.
But I can not save myself,
I just watch me die from aside the shelf.
and it's not like I never did try,
but as I watched me from the sky,
I wondered If when I dream,
I could be happier than I seem.
And things could be bright once again,
but I doubt It would be the same as back then.
I still watch myself do all these painful things,
like a puppetier I wish I could control the strings.
But I cannot control my mind,
to bad there is not a switch I could find.
That could stop me from killing me,
I guess this mistake was ment to be...

Submitted on 2006-07-22 18:32:32     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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  this poem made me feel the pain explained in it. great work, only thing you should watch is your spelling....keep it up
</3 lisa
| Posted on 2006-07-22 00:00:00 | by 777sacrites777 | [ Reply to This ]
  i really liked this one too you are a really great poet and i like all of your work that i've read so far. you capture the feeling really well and this one was a little confusing but i understood it just fine so you did a really great job on this i really liked it
| Posted on 2006-07-22 00:00:00 | by gothfreak | [ Reply to This ]
  You're a really talented poet. Keep up the awesome work... this poem had a dark edge to it, i loved it.

- R. Bayden
| Posted on 2006-07-23 00:00:00 | by remedy bayden | [ Reply to This ]

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