Description: I wrote this tonight, because of a guy that i was with for a long time told me so many lies and tells me that i was only sex to him... how voilated, and used i felt.. and still do...
Lies and Deceptions -------------------------------------------
You’re filled with only lies and deceptions,
You never even mentioned,
That this would be the outcome
That my whole insides would be completely numb…
Nothing to feel but the shattered pieces that tear at my flesh
You created my Emotional distress
And you walk by me with a look of dismay,
Like I’ll get over it in a couple of days
But what you can’t distinguish
Is what I wish.
I wish everything upon you
Every heart wrenching lie,
Where you’re to the point of wanting to die
From every meaningless word that falls
I want you to feel it all…
This is such a sad poem. One thing I can't stand about our generation of guys is our uncaring of our girls and women. Some of us treat them (or you all) as though you are objects of our pleasure and never take the time to even wonder what you feel and it is you girls who suffer the heartache. I hope everyting worked out with this situation and I hope that you find a great guy .
though youre angry you seem to give them the victorry. you ve showed them theyve won by tearing out your heart, ny you wishing them the worst. your rationality seems to be fading or your just a fragile little girl. use it i say. dont give in theres pain everywhere you look noones says they love you and means it. theres no such thing as love anymore, just infatuation for a time. those whove been married for what seem like eons, when you talk to them they say love but you can tell its out of obligation and low self esteem. better luck next time...