Description: I remembered the video for Staind - Epiphany.
It is perhaps to me, one of the most beautiful videos I have ever seen in my life and will remain so to this day within my heart.
It is perhaps the only video that can always make me cry when I watch it.
So...in tribute of listening to a combination of Epiphany and Outside....it led me to this.
Lately, I've been having a reoccurence of this God-hating thing. I don't Hate God. I'm going to explain this. My poems are not meant to miscontrue that idea. I just don't believe he's looking out for me or anyone. But that goes into my whole theological outlook and I don't have time to type that all out.
I absolutely loved it....The first stanza, at least, is pure perfection. I agree with jennah that it was really sad...but the sad poems are the ones I like most...they're the ones that have the ability to transmit the deepest feelings...I disagree with her on the God thing, though....you have every right to feel abandoned...we all do, mostly in cases like you've presented in this poem...and if there's anyone actually giving a damn, we can't know it...no need to feel guilty for a mere guess.
This poem makes me sad. Don't get me wrong. It's an excellent poem and I really like the attention to detail that you show throughout. It just makes me sad because I believe that God is alway there and that He loves us all. I believe that even when things are hard, especially when things are hard, He is watching over us and wishing that we would try things His way. ~jennah