Just when you think it's over it comes right back.
10 times as worse, then 100 times as worse. I've tried to escape it but I can't, everytime I get close to the top I fall back in.
It's dark, as dark as a night sky wiith no stars or moon. I cry inside, but on the outside i show anger and aggression. I feel like I cannot love. Like the whole world hates me.
No one can help me or save me, sad attempts have been made but none have succeeded.
I feel alone. No one really loves me , i want to cry a million tears but I can't. The tears won't come.
I have thought of everything to improve myself for others, but it doesn't work.
I want to die, jump off a house and end everyone's pain...
My pain and misery.
I feel useless and unwanted.
Help me... no one answers, my cries are swallowed by the darkness.
Invisable, no one sees me or cares I'm alive.
1,2,3, slashes to my arm. I watch the blood trickle down my arm. the pain encourages me to enflict more pain.
4,5,6, No one cares!
I'm screaming now.
Locked inside myself, 1 tear slowly glides down my face.
Suddenly I smile ,and start to laugh.
Uncontrolable anger swarms over my body like a fever rises.
I starty to fling things everywhere, smshing everything in sight.
I'm bleeding everywhere now... Flash!... a light streaks across my face.
I stagger towards the mirror.
I open my eyes.
There's a slash going across my eye.
Dripping blood I crawl into a ball.
Slowly my life is fading.
The mirror falls sending pieces of shaddered glass everywhere.
1 more tear falls from my eye and complete darkness overcomes my body.