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    dots Submission Name: Lies untold, secrecs unfolddots

    Author: BlueHeart
    ASL Info:    14/M/NY
    Elite Ratio:    2.85 - 14/24/19
    Words: 656
    Class/Type: Misc/Love
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       Look, I have the worsst writer's block ever right now, and I'm sorry I can't write well, it's really horrible but it's like the orange tree is out of oranges, wait till next season.

    Make the font bigger!! Double Spacing Back to recent posts.

    dotsLies untold, secrecs unfolddots

    "You know, we never said 'I love you'"

    "Well, I love you"

    "Awe, I love you too"

    Unresolved feelings lead to grief most of the time, which is what I learned a week ago when Byron dumped me. Three days after our break up I received word he was cutting. Was I the cause? Apparently, I was. I couldn't understand why a week and a half long relationship could cause someone to do something so serious. I don't even want to think of what might happen when he gets into an actual serious relationship, is is dumped by his significant other! Suicide? Temptaion.
    I really tried to get him to stop, I truly did. I ended up basically just telling him he had to either stop or I wasn't going to speak to him again. Of course, he didn't stop, we were broken up, I didn't really matter anymore to him. He didn't trust me.
    I did end up giving him the link to this blog, which is my reasoning for not writing in a week. I know nobody reads, but this is some of my best writing. He found out all the lies I had told him, and now he doesn't trust me, probably never will. He even told me it was a mistake that I gave him the link to it. But, it seemed like the right thing to do. Isn't the truth important to a relationship?

    In a relationship, is honesty really the best policy?

    In a relationship, or in life for that matter, secrets have to be kept, and I have a secret that I won't let Byron know yet.

    I found someone else. Ironically just as far away as Byron, Mason is wonderful. Believe me, I'm not getting into the same kind of relationship as I did with Byron. Mason, I have been totally honest with him, on every single thing we've talked about. It's as if the truth brought us closer. I just can't see anything wrong with him, he's so.........genuinely perfect.

    "I want you to want me to be your everything"

    My heart nearly melted, another insta-crush...

    "That's good because that's exactly what I want"

    "That's from a song"

    Wow, forever embarassed, I had to make up for it, but how?

    He must've sensed my embarassment, before I could take the shame back he had to melt my heart again.

    "I think I'm falling for you, and that's from no song"

    Of course I had to say the wrong thing

    "I feel the same way"

    I mean, what's up with that? I feel the same way. Was I afraid to tell him I was falling in love with him? Was I afriad it was too soon? Wasn't our relationship supposed to be based on honesty? I should've but I just wasn't ready yet, afriad we would turn out to be like Byron and Dan.

    "I miss your voice, can I call you?"

    He calls me perfection, but he doesn't see my flaws. The sweetest guy in the world, Mason. Our first talk on the phone, the previous night was 6 hours long. That's 360 minutes, 21,600 seconds of pure joy.

    I'm in love, and I really feel like I could spend the rest of my life with this one person, but what if we broke up?

    Submitted on 2006-08-04 10:15:48     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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      I thought that this was very expressive and told a lot about your feelings and stuff. I hope that your relationship with Mason continues to be strong and true. I think that in every relationship, telling the truth is one of the key things to keep your relationship going. I hope that your ex Byron, stops cutting himself and finds a new happiness. I wish you all th worlds happiness and the curse of writer's block which you claim to have to go away. Keep writing.
    | Posted on 2006-08-04 00:00:00 | by Caotic_Disaster | [ Reply to This ]

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