This Time
I can't let it go.
I'm gone, but I'm still there.
My body is here, but my heart,
Is with you.
This time
I was forever changed,
By a love and a closeness,
I've never felt before.
This Time
I heard your heart beat,
In the middle of the night.
And I felt your hand brush mine,
In the deepest of sleeps.
I awoke to your face,
Inches from mine.
And I found serenity in your kiss,
Sincerity in your eyes, And safety in your arms.
This Time
My tears are unending,
And my heart,
Uwavering.
This time
I reached a place,
Where being sure,
Doesn't come close to what I feel.
And being willing to wait a year,
Became willing to wait forever.
This time
I'm not okay,
It won't get better,
And I can't find peace.
I will never find closure.
This time
Was nothing like last time
And will not even begin to compare to
Next Time.
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Submission Name: This Time
