Self Stage
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So I stand on my own stage Looking out into time mind and mouth stuck What am I suppose to say? Speak what my heart has spoken. Please ears have taken in enough negative to make the whole world cry I’ll go and dig in sand to find a grain of my integrity Maybe the tough exterior and partial feeling is part of my inheritance Even though I tell myself I am me and no one else is I control my own destiny and no one else thinks So I put a double standard on myself, now I’ll watch as my impartial self being becomes extinct Hide everything that’s a familiar instinct Wishes make thoughts become an incomplete reality Not at all see through my tears are real Look closer and you’ll see my pain people Facing wars within ourselves, Insanity is the closest thing to sane people Supposedly I’m socially irresponsible for believing things could be better I speak to the walls and they answer with parodies Novels of insecurity and self hate, self mutilation and all things the world face Held a debate with myself for the first time I won but I don’t know which side Blind of things ahead but I’ll walk the pavement to see where exactly I end up I got it I’ll walk backwards that way I don’t have to stop Because I won’t know where to go and when to stop My, what else to say….. My story is told, this is for the self hater

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