Wednesday August 23rd, 2006 5:59 PM EST/STD
Eight business days into socer and I have officially rubbed the cartalage from my bones. I'm not sore, but as my dear loving mother says, "You're just not used to that kind of physical activity!" Gee thanks, Mom.
If I could, I would like to thank Emmy, Mason's friend. Through myspace she has recently informed me that it's not Mason's fault he hasn't called me. He was "in trouble" and grounded for 3 months.
It was my surprise when he called me the next day.
"Oh my gosh! Hey! Emmy told me about the groundage, what happened?"
"Oh, ummmm. I got drunk and passed out in an abandoned house."
"Oh that's not good."
"Yea, I know...."
"You sound sad, what's wrong?"
"Oh nothing. nothing."
"So, uh, what happened that night?"
"Oh! I got drunk, I can't even remember."
Well, that explains that.
Although there's no cahnge in housing on Becca's case, we both received disturbing news. Mr Pratt is gone. For good. Forever...
Sophie's on vacation in South Carolina. No words needed, none now spoken.
Suspicion. It seems like such a dirty word, but I can't get it off my mind.It started simple. With a little slip of words like "He's hot" or "I want him". That's when suspicion started. I couldn't get it off my mind and lied by telling him he was on my mind, which wasn't a complete lie.
I had to ask someone so I (typically) turned to people I could trust. Complete strangers.
It went something like this:
"My boyfriend and I live 2 and 1/2 hours away. He's 15 and I'm 14, and everything's great. He's the best guy I've ever met. Well, technically never met.
See, we've never met, and he has this problem. He has an eye disease that will make him go blind in 8 years. Now, I understand why he's looking for a life partner, but me? I can't commit to that!!! What should I do?"
RESPONSE #1: You're too young to make that kind of decision, break it off!
RESPONSE #2: Agreed
RESPONSE#3: Long-distance relationships are stupid
"Just do it over the internet!"
"I do. It'll break his heart."
"So what's the problem?"
"I want him to live!"
"That makes one of us"
"What do you have against him?"
"He's done things..."
"Kate tell me, please"
"He's a slut....even more than Byron"
"My sources say, the other night..."
Finally! Maybe a reason to break up with him!
What, what was I saying!?
"Do I need to spell it out for you?"
I was clueless
"He's cheating on you"
To my surprise, nothing hurt inside. In fact, I was excited! Finally, a good reason to break up with him. Now......how to do it.
He says without me, he'll kill himself. Rihanna, girl, I see what you're saying now. I don't want to be a murderer. I don't want him out of my life, though. Isn't the point of breaking up to completely block them from your lfie, though?
Today, do break-ups exclude breaking up?
TO BE CONTINUED