Look closer, my father, and see what you've done.
The life you fucked up was the one of your son.
You fucked up my dreams and you fucked up my life.
So i fucked up my arm with a big pointy knife.
Hey dad, how've you been for these past 12 years?
Are you even aware of my broken heart and tears?
Yo dad, do you realize your driving me mad?
You get up, drive away, i'm not suppose to be sad?
Just stop with these promises that turn into lies.
My will is real shakey, your making me cry.
Where were you dad, when i picked up that knife?
I wish you were a little more involved in my life.