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    dots Submission Name: Dead In My Eyesdots

    Author: Randa04
    ASL Info:    19/Female/NC
    Elite Ratio:    1.64 - 21/63/77
    Words: 217
    Class/Type: Poetry/What you did
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       This is about my father..

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    dotsDead In My Eyesdots

    16 years... & all you have to show is the empty bottle in your hand..and the deep scars on your frale body.

    You always said.. I deserved better, But I never understood. I was 3 years old.. and I can still remember..

    The cussing, the screaming.. the beating.. the choking.. the drugs.. and of course.. your excuses.

    You hit her when she didnt say what you wanted. Nearly put her to death when she told you she was leaving.

    I was 4 years old without a clue. Living in a broken home, trying to make it through.

    I was taken away, and I sware you didnt notice. You were always so busy with your addictions.

    Out late on the streets trying to catch a deal.. Always searching for that next big steal.

    You finally got caught and put away... Swared to god you were done for good..

    3 years passed & you were back all the same. Each time you would tell me you loved me and wanted to get better.

    Inside I know.. It's still never going to happen. Your too far in..

    You were never there.. I don't even know you..

    You might as well be dead in my eyes...

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      rough but well put. it's nice that your pressing forward anyway.
    | Posted on 2007-06-27 00:00:00 | by in shadow | [ Reply to This ]
      a heartbreaking story. but beautifully wrote.
    this fills me with sadness, i feel the emotions pouring out, the hurt and what i sense is shame. as least, thats how it felt.
    good job,
    | Posted on 2006-09-02 00:00:00 | by whirl | [ Reply to This ]
      great kinda reminds me of one i wrote you should read it its called my life.....its not just about my father its about my family its kinda long so.....but it remined me so much of my own that i just thought maybe you might take a look so yeah i really love how you portrayed your father in this and told him exactly how you felt good job too bad actually telling him would be way harder
    so good luck and
    *keep it up*
    | Posted on 2006-09-03 00:00:00 | by Star | [ Reply to This ]

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