Sometimes I wonder about who am I, but I think that my identity is not as important as my purpose!
I'm not sure what the problem is, maybe the problem is that I think too much? But what can I do when I just can't help it...
I simply just can not accept the idea of being a "nobody", living just for living. I can not accept that the sole purpose of my existence is to live, suffer then die! I have to believe that is not my destiny, I know that there's no such thing as super-heroes in the world, and I also know that miracles no longer happen, but I have to believe that maybe...just maybe one day I might prove to be of some importance, or someday I might even be able to make a difference.
I believe -and I always did- that anything and everything is there for a reason, nothing is without a purpose, so I thought a lot trying to figure out the purpose of my existence, but I failed! I tried to understand why I have such vivid imagination and insatiable ambition but I also failed! I guess I wasn't blessed with enough wisdom to understand all of this; I guess that my feeble human mind can not even begin to comprehend the why...
I know that my thoughts may sound radical...but I can not help it...
A lot of questions asked...a lot of questions remain unanswered...still I have to believe that there is more to me than just living for the sole of purpose of survival, I have to believe that my fate isn't to live and die without knowing the purpose of my existence...
If I'm to live and die as a "nobody", then I only hope that one day I might be a reason helping a "nobody" become "somebody"... |
Submission Name: Ambiguous Future
