Rain falling all around.
It sprinkles the back of my head
As I stare at the ground.
Tranced by the waterís ripple effect.
Feelings in me spreading out to the edge
Feelings I reject.
Reflecting off the water I see your eyes.
Framed in dark eye liner
To be caught in them the ultimate prize.
Words flash through my head.
Of things I wish I would have said.
You canít be held responsible for unfaithful sins.
Unholy passionate pleasures of the skin.
I could have chose not to have kissed.
But we would have felt empty
Not knowing what we had missed.
I splash through the rain water all my emotions astir.
Iím scared that all I can think about is her
I donít know while in this room frigid dark.
If there was something more than a spark.
I donít know if I measure up to her man.
But proud and alone I will stand.
I have to know if she feels for me, I must.
Or if it was merely a night of lust.
I truly know how she feels itís in her tight embrace.
And the way she clung to the pillowcase.
I canít stand to think a drop of her he might waste.
Take from me her passionate taste.
Maybe itís my fault maybe I am too ambitious.
But I want to know if every inch of her is so delicious.
I just like to talk to her on the phone.
Because I know in a world full of people I am all alone.
But in the meanwhile Iíll wait for him to slip up.
Then Iíll enter and slowly pick the pieces up.
And the rain will halt, parting the clouds, revealing the sky.
And I will be prized in the dark eye liner
Of her wondrous eyes