Blame...
Not yourself
Not your mother
Not your father
The Result...
Was you
Was pain
Was confusion
The World...
Doesn't hate you
Doesn't blame you
Doesn't seek your end
The World...
Does try to control you
Try to consume you
Try to twist your mind
But you...
Must fight
Must turn away
Must find happiness
Pain...
Is not forever
Is not your life
Is not what you deserve
Sadness...
Can't resolve
Can't save you
Can't be your friend
Life...
Is what you make it
Is what was given to you
Is a gift
Don't...
Destroy it
Be angry at it
Try to end it
If you do...
All will be worse
All will tumble
All will fail
And then...
Who will I have to love?
Ugh. This is so sad. *hugs* Yet, the flow and everything showed every emotion you are feeling. It's good to keep writing and getting it out. Sometimes it's the only thing that helps.
Submission Name: Untitled Mistake
