my fucked up fairytale died today
drowning in the madness that fills my brain.
butterfly dust and lost memories reside
in the distorted schematics that run my mind.
my fucked up fairytale died today
as i watch a sickness eat away
eat away at the spirit and the resolve to stay
and destroy my life day after day.
my fucked up fairytale died today
when another heart was stripped away
leaving me standing there with nothing to say,
as the screams inside drove me insane.
my fucked up fairytale died today
when i made the decision to walk away.
to walk away from all these promises
and destroy the hope held inside,
waiting for it can't happen now
because the truth is trapped in my mind.
my fucked up fairytale died today
when i finally realized i can't be saved.
my past still haunts me and i'm not brave,
i'm not brave enough to face it now
because to this day i don't know how.
my fucked up fairytale died today
when i started to finally slip away.
i've started to digress
and i don't know how to clean the mess,
thats left behind because of my mistakes
that charts a course of blood and breaks.
my fucked up fairytale just might live today
because a group of souls had faith in me.
they sing their songs and break away,
leaving behind for me a disjointed melody.
one that reminds me of the truth
and keeps the voices at bay.
because of him my fucked up fairytale didn't die today... |
Submission Name: Fucked up Fairytale
