me myself and i
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I'm fine, all I need is a little time, time to get over this anger I have towards myself, yes, there is anger, and regret, and maybe even a little hatred, but all of this has a reason, I messed up so many peoples lives, I made them worry about me, I wasnt thinking about anyone else, I was so selfish, I permanently messed up my skin, now I have to live with these scars and the memories that come with them untill my dying day. How can I forgive myself for that? I could rant on about the many ways I feel, and all of the things I want to do, but I'll spare you, (in a nutshell) I'm scared, I'm hurt, I'm angry, I'm confused, I'm exhausted, but most of all I'm lonely, I just want to break down and cry, I want to hear your reasuring voice saying the words forbidden from crossing our lips, I want to feel your stable shoulder, the one shoulder I once took for granted, I dont know why I refuse help, I suppose the reason is because no one can help me, I dug this hole, I need to get myself out of it, I need to save myself.

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