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why do i always get this mentle state of mind at night
why do i tell myself lets pray we dont see another day of light
why do i lie and tell myself everything will be just fine
why do i feel it never will in my heart and in my mind
why do i feel the need to hide and stash my pain
why do i feel as though one day things will be the same
why do i also feel that things will just keep getting worse
why do i even feel at all when day by day it makes me hurt
why do i let my gaurd down but immediatley its right back
why do i face the lie and brush away all of the facts
why do i put myself out there just to be shut right back down
why do i bother to smile when on the inside is a frown
why do i try why do i care why do i allow myself to feel this way
ill tell you why and its so i dont end up like you one day!