Itís bitterly cold out tonight,
There are so many stars but I donít care
I am breathing in harsh chunks of winter air,
And it hurts my lungs after every deep breath.
Iím looking down at my frozen feet, watery eyes
My jacket zipped tight.
And my hands wrapped around my knees.
And Iím just looking straight ahead of me,
Road, house, car, tree.
Hidden between the cracks in everything
Is the past and the future, and my stomach just sinks
While Iím flashing back over everything I ever did,
Ever said. My hat is itching my head, and my mind then rests.
Iíd better stop, examining my every thought.
It can get you down you know,
And right now I just canít get up from this spot.
I think it would hurt to much, to do anything but drown in this moment.