they see me happy
i laugh with them
without saying a word
i look so cheerful
always a smile on my face
like nothings going on
but my life is a mess
so the next time they tell you
keep in mind that im not
I can relate to this, sometimes it's like that for me but my friend has it much worse even tho it all looks so great, a mom a dad a cute little sister tons of sports, straight a's, big house, cool cars, she's not happy. just the other day at our homecoming dance she stops and turns to me and another friend and says "come on guys lets go dance, i'm depressed but i'm still smiling, you guys should too." she's always laughing and smiling but then when the laughter stops you can see that inside it's all a mess for her.
Doesn't putting on a smile everyday get exhausting though? I think it does... but then again, I've been doing it for ages and I NEVER sleep
"i laugh with them without saying a word"
What if one day you just get so frustrated with hearing about their pathetic little problems (when you have enough self-control to keep yours to yourself) that you act out in a fit of rage and kill them all? lol Okay, maybe thats a little drastic, but everyone explodes eventually... right? You can only fit so much in a certain space before it detonates (well, sometimes).
I don't know why I'm rambling. I haven't slept in a while.