I really like this! I wish I could shed some light on this unfortunate child. omg, I didn't even realize I used the phrase "I wish", ironic. Although I feel really bad for the child, I really admire the person wanting to help the child but seems unable to. Those people are rare.
This is so sad I know exactly of the pain you are describing as I myself was this same child for a very VERY long time You worded this well and this is definately packed with true and honest emotion If this is how you felt as a child know Im truly Sorry But like in my Life if this is about you you have proven with time the pain subsides and a new Positive outlook guides your Soul to Happiness God Bless Ron
Please if you get a chance Please take a look at some of my writes and let me know what you think Thank You Ron