should I?
maybe if you promised you would love me-
always and it doesn't even have to be forever
just hold me, before you go to the others
and don't forget me,
because I'll never forget you.
i wish you were mine always and only-
because i would love you like no other
all you have to do is kiss me,
with your sugar coated words
and hug me,
passionately, promising forever
but of course i can see it's a lie.
i miss you, i wish you were mine like i thought you were before,
because i was too naive to see the marks,
too forgiving to taste it
too forgetful to notice the lipstick-
but always aware.
i want to go back to pretending that it was our little secret, back to dancing in the backyard, back to kissing in the hallways when noone else was there.
I want our kisses to be meaningful and lasting forever like before,
because now it's too short, too late, too obvious and too much to bear.
i wish you were only mine,
because my forgiveness is limitless and you're just taking advantage-
of all of me. |
Submission Name: always, but never forever
