I can relate to this, a friendship of mine ended just shy of disaster but in the same breathe i cant relate because i do have really good friends who have my back. I dont know what the future holds for us and our friendship but i find myself quite optimistic.
I can relate with this for i to feel rage at some points in my life. And my friends do hurt but i forgive and let them back in because sometimes a boy can never keep people apart. And harsh words can be just confused hurt. So for give and forget but something so hurtfull as something over a backstabbing problem must be left and the person must be drop so you won't have to hurt. But is annoying is all they are then just tell them they will stop and learn to contol it.