Wondering thoughts of a voodoo doll ,
wondering the reasons of which we fall ,
wondering why you gave up on it all ,
wishing I could have changed what I saw.
You're as beautiful as a butterfly without it's wings,
You're as amazing as the voice in which an angel sings ,
You deserve the world and so much more ,
Are you sure this is what you're looking for ?
So many times you have fallen ,
So many times you have gave up on it all ,
Sometimes I wish to have catched you ,
So many times I wasn't there for the fall .
The past I'm afraid is over now ,
I'm sorry I wasn't there in need ,
I know you have to go at some point ..
I'm wishing there's no blood left to bleed .
So many misunderstandings, so many times left in the dust.
So many times I've loved you , so many times I've relied on your trust .
So many times I've needed you , only to be there for you in the end .
So many times you've relied on me , so many times you didn't realize my life too was at an end .
Just maybe someday, you could stop and see
See this darker side of me .
See the reasons I choose to hate
See this deadly hand of fate..
See the world of which I can't take much more
See the things I have now died for
See the witherings of a past decayance
See the visions of a future you can't miss