Amidst the death, my shining rose.
To die for her is what i chose.
"P" for passion, a bond it was formed.
A spark of hope, alas' love was born.
We lived and cared and breathed as one.
I thought my years of searching all done.
I gave my love to her so true.
I couldn't get enough! Did not know what to do!
Months went by, we kept getting closer.
Played it safe.....being apart got grosser.
Emotion was growing, down deep into tears.
Devotion? No problem.......seperation was our fear.
Around this time, i didn't understand.
She started seeing another man.
"He's just a friend, don't you trust me?"
"Lets seperate,lovely,then we'll see."


Sitting there alone on that cold sunday night.
A cell phone aglow, it's radience was bright.
"Hey baby, it's me."
"Just seeing how you are.
"I'm sick of this silence."
"Our distance is far, i'm drifting from you honey."
"Please grab my hand, i'm awfully lonely in this desolate land."
Click Beep! Beep! Message 19
"Hey it's me again baby, don't want to sound mean."
"Please pick up your phone, i'm alone and cold."
"Come and lie with me precious, my heart you do hold."
Why won't she pick up?!
Please answer the phone!
I take a sip from the cup.
The booze runs down alone.
Again with the messages, Won't she reply!?
What did i do wrong? Do i deserve to die!?
DIE!
It became all too clear. I stopped crying completly and walked to my chair.
I grabbed up my belt made of leather and metal. A mission on ming......a score to settle.
I dragged that black chair from across the room; sat it up by the door.
The door of my doom.
I felt tears once again running down both my cheeks.
I cracked the door open, making sure not to squeek.
I then slipped the damned loop around my neck; making sure it was tight.
I double checked.
Putting the strap of the belt in the closed shut door.
I gave out a sigh. My mind it was sure.
The noose was secure and finally complete.
All i had to do was knock this chair out from my feet.
But i stopped.....taking time for one last
good bye.
This is exactly what i said.
I was going to die:

Oh love.....my lovely!
I tried! I tried!
I just couldn't make it.
I'm a coward.......
I'm a loser........
I know now i can finally
leave you.
You've found another....
You say you love him.
Thats great....I'm proud.
But igotta go......and you
must know.
I love you, I'll love you.

*Creak, Snap, Forever*