you said you loved me
i told you the same
you gave me thoughts.
i gave you another feeling
you were weak as you laid on the floor
i picked you up to protect you
you desired what you could never grasp
i offered you better things
time passed us little by little
but with you around i never noticed
oh how you changed
and i watched you in disgrace
you gave in to Temptation
but i was stupid to let you play your games
life continues to piss me off
so did you
you let yourself be turned into a ho...
i had no choice but to leave you
eventually you got help
but i couldnt forgive you
you told again "i love you"
i told you over agian "i love you too, babe"
i think you only had word-no more than words
my words had no meaning to hurt you
In your own words "So this is your first!"
I liked these lines especially-
"but with you around i never noticed
oh how you changed"
Not just with the situtation described in your poem, but in so many other relationship situations this holds true.
You really dont notice how people change when your with them. Till on day, like a tidal wave, it crashes into you that this isn't the person you fell in love with.