My heart is breaking.
The presures' toll is taking.
There are tears in my eyes.
My soul never flies.
I hold back my tears
But my heart knows my fears.
Its ripping at me.
Why cant anyone see
The screaming and shouts,
The numerous pouts
They are taring me apart
Just a burden for me to cart.
How much more can i take?
For sure, soon, ill break.
Whats the point of pain?
It drives me insain.
When will it leave?
It hurts too much to believe,
It hurts too much to hope.
Its all fraying my rope.
Some one, please,
Hear my plead on the breaze.
What IS calm
Just a word in dress and blam
My poor heart still beating
Where the pain never stops breading
Where is every one?
Out haveing fun?
When i need them the most,
They head twards the coast.
Im alone in this world
Where only hate is unfurled.
Why me?
Cant you see?
Im just an empty shell
Under a frightful spell
Thats who i am
As weak as a baby lamb
All this yelling, all this hate
Has sealed my fate
I wil go insain
I cant stand the pain.
Make the hurt go away
Make it find a new place to play
But it cant be removed
My situation cant be improved
It has burrowed deep in my soul
Leaving me an empty hole
Will the complaints ever siece?
That gripping hand ever release?
Its eating me from inside
To rules, it doesnt abide
Im a play ground for pain
Where it always has rain
The love is banished
Its starving and famished
When will the beating die?
Will i ever fly?
Will love ever play
Where hate has no say?
This pain must stop
I wont survive the next drop.
I need a rest,
To sleep on the breast,
Of a strong, loving, man
One who doesnt repreman
But who is this someone?
My search for he has long ago begun
But no one i found
Could make my love sound
In my heart and soul
To dance around like a prancing foul
To make my soul take flight
To give me back my might
Ease my burden, mt hurt, my pain
Hurry! Quick! im becoming insain!
Im fading fast
This might be my last.... |