In most cases, a person comes into this world by himself/herself; and they grow, live, learn, and become someone important in at least one other person's world.
Sometimes they become somebody in many worlds, such as an actor or singer. Some people grow, hardly live through it, and have to learn things the hard way; these people may never have even that ONE person.
They become too lonely for their own good...
They know how to tell if someone is a good person, but often they're misunderstood by others.
So they remain alone; dead to the world and dead to themselves. They hit the bottom of life, and they cry only on the inside. They know their pain, but they must never let anyone else know... they have learned the hard way not to show weakness; they must be strong.
They can be around many people quite often, but only if they understand that they are no one to anyone; for they are no one even to themselves.
They are so lonely that they forget all about their own needs and they take on the needs of others in a desparate attempt to have someone.
Occasionally, however, they do think of themselves; and it pains them to realize that they will most likely leave this world just as they came... ALONE.
To them, any good hearted person is a special person, who deserves the full treatment, thought, and care that the NOBODY could only wish he/she had from someone.
They never reach beyond their lonliness.
And their pain...
It ultimately leads to their emotional, and eventually, their physical demise.
D.N.
04/04/2003 |