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She wakes around midnight,the midmorning hours, screaming for someone to help her,to please just help her... "Suddenly my ears fill with screams and I sit up in bed..." Pixie... God Dammit,not now! I rushed to her room and pushed open the door, sitting there staring wide eyed in the dark clinging,clutching,holding on to no one but herself... Oh Pixie,why now? I stepped closer and tried to unwrap her arms but she tightened her grip and started to shake. Dammit Pixie,not now! Suddenly she turned her fearfilled eyes to me she scratched,struggled and fought against my arms She pulled free and scrambled to a corner still clinging to no one but herself.... Her convulsions grew wilder and she opened her mouth but nothing came out and fear flooded her face She reached out to me but something pulled her back her body shook and she screamed at me to leave... I just crumbled to the floor and watched her go through it again, as she does almost every night when they haunt her sleep. I wanted to help her but she wouldn't let me touch her she just sat there crying till she couldn't cry anymore... Dammit Pixie,why now?! |