V: i didnt see your smile while i was hoping your words, i wish i had seen your heart before i am gone
J: I walked away, expecting you to come after me, why did you let me go?
V: because i got freezed and your hugs didnt catch me
J:tears ran down my face- but I guess you'd never see them, an ice cold rain falls upon trembling hands
V:your hands which i could could touch right now.. caressing your soft face as heaven falls
J:heaven that burns as if laced with poison, your touch feels so empty; had you forgot already?
V:i havent forgotten anything cuz your words are still here in my heart and your kisses are still kissing my soul
J:those days in your arms seem so far away ,and I'm not safe anymore, screaming inside yet no sound is heard...
V:not even my voice, which is whispering "i Still got blues for you"
J:in the dark I remember what it feels like with you beside me, silently singing "I told myself I won't miss you"
V:why not missing me ? just because i was the love or ur life or the hatred by you
J:hated? I couldn't hate someone I never loved; yet i Love you still....as I'm here alone
V:still loving your smile, still loving your words, still loving your hair,
V:your hair that makes me go to heaven
J:in every happy thought I ever had, your smile was there, your hands touching mine, you were my savior
V:and now i am stuck in the hell of losers without your sight ....
J:in the shadows I call your name, were you thinking of me too? here I bleed all for you....like it always was...
V:bleeding ?? i do not want you to bleed... i want you to breathe my love
J:but to breathe without you would hurt far worse than blood spilling
V:so I may fly to you side and sing an "i love you" song
J:but you let me walk away; I can't belong with you anymore, I've no more tears to cry
V:and i have no more words to say how i loved and love your way
J:so what am I to do? without you life is nothing, and with you I can no longer be
V:so, we should die to go to the place where we belong ...
J:die to be together? or live apart? which flame burns deepest?
V:the flame of love after death, the deepest feeling that souls feel
J:a dark flame that feeds into a love not meant for this earth
V:this was born by our souls
V:so in the universe of love, we are two worlds give love to the stars
J:that shine endlessly in your eyes, mystifying and unexplained
V:which the science of this planet wants to know...
V:but never felt
J:but science and art....like beauty and fact don't need to mix
V:the art??
V:art of your skin touching my face...
V:as the sun gives her last sunlight
J:and gentle wind sweeps across fading scars
V:scars that came from your goodbye
J:and the false promise of another hello; faking a smile just to stop from crying
V:in a time when hello meant goodbye and goodbye means i am still loving u
J:"and in my heart I can't contain, the anthem won't explain it" my love for you rests in poetic words; and a broken, beating heart
V:why explaining the love you feel?
V:why resting when it could fly in the air
J:broken wings no longer find flight; and must somehow learn to walk
V:walking??? that is what humans do ...
V:but we are more than boy and girl walking in hands...
J:yet held down by human emotions.....walking seems to fit
V:stop emotions and start to feel what you never wanted "love"
J:"juliet's crying, cause now she's realizing love can be filled with pain and distrust"
V:pain and distrust?, have i given you those ?
J:hasn't everyone?
V:so do they mean what i give you ?
V:do they feel for you what i love to give you ?
J:they could never explain what they feel
J:deep confusion meets blinding pain....and the past isn't easy to forget
V:why forgetting the pain when the love we shared was more than that pain?
J:but the pain mixes in, taints the final image. like a black stain on pure white wings
V:so you cant fly anymnore.. and you prefer staying here in the world of pain and tears..
V:instead of going with me to the land of roses
J:happiness is nothing if you never felt pain, my heart could fly but it'd just return again
V:return where you belong and where i fell in love with you and ur words..
J:I can't return to a place that welcomes me but...is no longer home.
V:so where is your home? the sweet house in miami beach or between stars which dances?
J:my home is in your arms, where you saved me so many times before, but you left too.... |
Submission Name: ** Conversation of Wished **
