maybe this was fate
this hellhole called Life, nothing but a torture device specially made for me and all others that GOD has no use for.
when will we be able to grasp happiness and be able to hold on to it and not lose it in the end? when shall we have it in our grasp and never have to let go?
i'll tell you when....
NEVER!! hapiness isn't real!
trust me my friends, i sigh because i see nothing in her eyes. i sigh because happiness is nothing but an illusion to trick thy heart and play a couple of games with it.
you only feel good for the moment and you let thy gaurd down so you may enjoy it for a while.....then BAM....it hits you again .....deppression!
am i wrong?
of course i may but i know im not...because you watch me as i watch myself die the exact same way you wish not to die!
was that too confusing for you? then read it slower and try to understand it more!!
will she ever be able to see any of my writings? if she does.....then she would feel guilty....maybe too guilty.