I thought that i was safe.
Thought that i was done with all the pain.
But then you came back again.
You reminded me what it was like,
To hear the sound of your laugh,
To hear you say you love me,
And all i wanted was for it to last.
Too bad for me, i was a fool.
This whole time i was the truthful one.
Not you.
I'm held by another, this is true.
However,when i said i still love you i meant it.
And yes, I do love him too.
But there will always be a place within my heart for you.
I no longer know what my heart wants.
Part of it says you can be what you once were.
But you've ripped in apart more than once.
The other says to stay with who has worked so hard to repair it.
I was going to go back, As stupid as it was.
I missed you so much.
You told me you wanted me to take you back.
Told me you regretted everything
Yet here you are with her again.
A member of my very own kin.
Guess it is for the best.
I'd be only in pain.
So i might as well put this love to rest.
Besides I'm happy with who I'm with.
.....Aren't i?..... |