Description: u know who u are if u read this....and i truly am sorry for all i did to u....
im sorry...and thank u -------------------------------------------
a new pain.....
a new sorrow
a new life
a new confusion
what does it mean?
what does it signify?
though I know in my past i have hurt and been hurt in kind
I truly apologies to all those who know
and all those who have yet to receive
I once loved
and that love felt true
but my belief and my paranoia....fell threw
and I became afraid
for losing that love
that’s were I made my mistake
I lost her to another
for my own paranoia made it seem
that I would lose all dear to me
so when that happened...
I lied to myself and others
saying things I only felt were true
but in reality was only my paranoia saw true
so to the one I loved
forgive me for all that I did
and I hope and pray to God
that you can forgive
I never deserved such a love as u gave me
but I now thank you
for the pain I received out of that paranoia has thought me
that I can make anew what I have lost threw that
This is a strong write that kind of describes the same situation I went through in life Unfortunately for 5 long years I was addicted to drugs and suddenly one day almost 2 years ago today the paranoia ended when I asked God into my Hert to help me move forward in life Right then and there I stopped doing drugs and I swear to you my Friend since that day I have been blessed with all the Positive energy I could ever want The Lords love saved my life I look forward to reading more writes from you in the future God Bless Ron
Please if you get a chance Please take a look at some of my writes and let me know what you think Thank You Ron