I'm listening to the people around me.
They think I dont hear.
Its just that I am too lazy to reply.
Because right now,
Mine are the only words I can handle.
The people who talk.
Think I am impolite.
I cant respond to them.
My mind is on fire,
but my body is frozen.
I want to go home,
I just dont know where home is.
I wander like a zombie on the streets.
All dressed up but no ones looking.
I wish someone would notice,
I need to escape.
But I cant speak,
My mind is on fire,
But my body is frozen.
Cant figure out what is wrong.
Cant remember where I was supposed to be right now.
Someone said to turn around.
But its too late now,
I am lost and in tears.
My mind is on fire,
But my body is frozen.
I wish they could see how much their hugs meant.
I wish they would know how much I care about their impact.
But they dont see,
no ones watching.
They all gave up on me.
No one wants to talk to someone who doesnt move and doesnt speak.
We are boring, and I am bored.
I want to go home and sleep.
Because maybe it will melt the ice,
between me and my mind,
so I can excape from the cave I am trapped in.
I want to go home.
I just dont know where home is. |