Is this how it ends,
lost with no company,
Opening my eyes,
but I fail to see anything,
Blinded with lies,
As jealousy cries when I bleed,
Take me away now,
Tell me it's not okay,
I've ben breaking down slowley,
And I'm now okay anyway,
Give it to me straight now,
Just tell me all that you want me to know before I go.
I'm disregarding all that lyes beneath me,
Pretold that one day I'd end up in agony,
Told them all that I knew just wasn't enough,
When I said that I suffer, it wasn't a bluff,
I've told many lies, so call me decieving,
I've made many ties, ones with no meaning,
So now heed my words as I die greiving.
I'm still not okay,
I don't wonder why,
'Cause day by day,
I made someone cry,
I had no control over things I would do,
Possesed my sin that I followed through,
I've hated everyone that stood in my way,
I still hold grudges 'til this very day,
I wish someone would hold me,
My friends that I lost,
I wish I had seen,
How much I had caused,
I still haven't fixed my rancid behavior,
And I used to believe that I was my own savior,
A lot hasn't changed.
I'm disregarding all that lyes beneath me,
Pretold that one day I'd end up in agony,
Told them all that I knew just wasn't enough,
When I said that I suffer, it wasn't a bluff,
I've told many lies, so call me decieving,
I've made many ties, ones with no meaning,
So now heed my words as I die greiving. |