The rabbit hole seemed much deeper.....
But am i still breathing?
Resperation normal......
Pulse leveling out......
Pouring the concrete into the molding,
too bad i'm still trapped inside.
Is this me....or him?
Who's glass am i looking through?
The Garden State, the big mistake....
Is it in this?
Or i....in that?
Can i keep dreaming?
Or is this really part of me?
Part of....him?
Like a fish out oo water, eyes bulging,
mouth agap.
Am i on cue to drown in your air?
Don't underestimate this land of wonder.
Ponder my life....his life?
Feeling like a character from a story book.
Caste away into this everyday silence.
I remember the plot, the theme, the cast, the climax.
All here.....,In my mind.
The doctor tol me that i've lived here
all my life.
Easy for him to say....
He's never been to JerseyLand.
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