Long to be desired
To be like many that are loved and admired
Be more than just ...
If only I could be something that someone would lust
To feel the touch of sexual pleasure
To feel a love that could share such a treasure
If only I could be seen as the beautiful
And have the fire that is so plentiful
To be like I once was in my younger day
Maybe then someone would walk up my way
To have lost the respect
From what I see in the mirror and in what it has to reflect
It don't seem fair what time can change
How it effects the body, mind, and soul to rearange
At the age of 31, I have seen much loss
And in a hard life many narrow roads I alone have come across
The hard times have shown their hate
In my eyes, my face, and my fate
I walk alone to just be turned away
Push aside as they do what they may
|