I should be Happy that I have someone! Someone that runs to my house in the rain just to kiss me. Yet I am not Happy with it! Instead of happy I am sad. Sad with pain that it is not dude doing this for me! I should be happy for what I have with this someone. Yet i still find myself crying over him. There are sometimes were I just want him out of my life for doing this to me, but then there are times when all i want to do is kiss you an tell you how much I love you. you were someone special to me an now it feels that wer are coming apart. An it sems like we don't care about each other anymore! so why am I not happy. I should be happy to have my boyfriend. Yet I am not Happy, I am not Happy at all.Even though I should Be |