I saw you a dozen times today,
though it was only in my mind's eye.
I saw your smile, i saw your love,
I saw your tears when I first said goodbye.
I felt my heart missing many times today,
As I held on to all those memories.
I felt my heart become lost without you,
And I fell straight down to my knees.
(I'm all alone)
I beg, my Lord, take this cup from me, it's all too much for me, If only I had it to do over again, If only, my God, If only.
I knew it was time to say goodbye today,
As it killed me to be apart.
I knew my chance had passed away,
It burdened my broken heart.
And I saw your smile one last time today,
As tears streamed down my face.
It's one thing that I can never say,
That you were never worth the chase.
(you gave me life)
My wrongs were too much for you to handle, your burden was made too strong, but I was blind, too blind to see, it couldn't last that long.