i agree with jessy, you are gifted in many ways, and the one apparent here is your ability to recognize the 'mask' forcibly worn by us all. search and never settle for something/someone doesn’t have what you need, love, attention that sort of thing. keep it up !
The poem finds me in a interesting point, I am in love is [censored] and romantance is a fable stage in life. So I guess It makes me think that we spend so much energy trying to make things be something. one day this will all change I guess. But keep fighting or find something new. Do something to find yourself. Keep writing it down