Description: A poem about a man that I love and never had...
Never Really Mine -------------------------------------------
Just go away
Leave me alone
You never want to stay
So do what you want
Just run
Like you always do
I know you don’t love me
Somehow I always knew
I gave you my heart
My body too
Just a tool
For you to pick up and use
Now I am left alone
With a hole for a heart
As soon as I trusted you
You came and tore me apart
So just leave
I don’t want to love you anymore
I was nothing to you
I gave you everything and so much more
I can’t take the pain
The nights staying up
All put to vain
Just wanted you to care
Knowing you’d never
Truly be there
Just leave! Get the fuck out!
I am tired of trying
Left with nothing but worries and doubts
Inside I’m slowly dying
Please go now
Before I change my mind
This is what I get for loving a man
That was never really mine....
It is good. I know it is hard to go through pain and have a life inside you that is a reminder of him. ANd it will get better. I promise you this. I will seal that deal with one loving kiss. SO plzz comet my poems. I F.L.Y!!
And everyday the sun rise
Everyday the moon lowers
Time is a tool we use
To heal our selfs
It takes many moons and many suns
To help feel above
But remember this
I'll aways be here
Never to leave
So trust me
ANd believe
I know... 100%... how you feel. I hope you arent in the same situation... My guy was and still is my neighbor. He still comes over... and I have to hide the fact that I still want him even though I dont want to want him.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here.