I look into the mirror and hate what I see.
Hating what I use to be and what I am.
How could anyone ever love me?
But you did, you helped me see the beauty in me;
you brighten my day when clouds seem to envelope my
I'd give anything and everything to gaze into your eyes
all the years of sorrow and pain;
when I never thought I could love again.
I resented you that I know is true for loving me.
I just could'nt bear to disappoint again; to hate again;
to be hated.
These scars on my wrists and arms
could bring any theoripist, or doctor to alarms.
I 've never been much for self pity, but all the screaming
and hatred could make the strongest of armies seem
The chaos and drama could drive the Barkers up the wall,
or even make Jerry Springer squawl.
I've always been the one to take care of everyone else;
worrying about others pain instead of mine,
ignoring the fact
that i was walking around
with broken insides.
No one noticed because they were too blind to see,
but I was always there when they needed me....
how could they betray me?
No matter, all thats over and done.
I've stepped out of the darkness and into the sun,
but I never could have done it without you.
Babe, I'd take a bullet for you.
You've soewn together my once shattered heart.
Piece by precious piece,
you've given me a brand new start.
I plead with you now, please don't tear it back apart.
You are beautiful inside and out.
Why you would have anything to do with me
is just so hard for me to comprehend, or see.
I cannot hide, I love you with everything thats inside.
I cannot put you aside,
or put you out of my mind.
You have no idea of the shit I'd take,
just to be in your arms when I awake.
You're my moon who gives me light in darkness,
my stars to sing lullabies and to guide me when I'm lost.
I'll love you now and forever regardless the cost.