This feeling is sickening.
My blood running cold,
my soul running scared.
I dont know why this is happening.
I thought things were good again,
but I had to go and fuck up again.
My last chance and I lost it.
I try to hold on but my strength is gone,
everything effects me.
I want freedom,
I want happiness,
I want to be trusted but I wont let myself.
I cant control myself anymore.
Im trapped here, suffocating with no escape.
What will happen next?
Only time will tell.