I was just wondering,
May I empty out my heart?
I have all these unanswered questions,
And could really use your help.
It will just take a moment,
a second of your life.
To put into perspective,
The world through others eyes.
What is a new begining,
without finding an old end?
Does it really start over,
or just re-begins?
Where am I now,
and where was I then?
Will I ever be happy,
if so, then when?
Is it normal to be crazy,
or strange to be sane?
I know I truly love him,
does he really feel the same?
How will I end up,
hopefully, without shame.
Do I ever settle down,
leaving behind all my games?
Am I to smart to be hopeful,
or just to dumb to be optimistic?
What I really want to know,
Have my hopes and wishes been realistic?
Does everyone hate someone,
and not really care for other people?
Or am I the only one,
who only see's in them the evil?
Can I honestly be anything I want,
Or have I already made to many mistakes?
Can I please be allowed to suceed,
I'll do whatever it takes?
So do you have a view,
one way or another?
Is my being lost typical,
just because I lost my mother?
Thank you for your feelings,
and thinking enough of me to read this.
But more than anything thanks,
for taking time to feel this.
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