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Tumultuous it seems

Two fucked up teens

Desperate for ascension

When words fail comprehension


Sharing no aspirations

Gives way to desecration

One wanted hope

The other sensation


Perspective cannot be lost

For the priceless cost, is devastating

Even for those constantly contemplating

Like my dear

Who never ceases to steer


Love evolved way beyond recognition

Before I knew it we had 2 cats and a kitchen

And as much as we kissed the egos were never swallowed

Such stagnation leaves the strongest hearts hollow


Your bipolar shoulder shrugs feel a little colder today

A familiar freeze frame in our love’s stained window pane

No courageous actions remain

You took the sun-soaked sane, and I get the retroactive rain


It’s something in my soul’s disposition

Premeditated anger at pre-medicated dangers

Twenty two years worth of dedicated hyper vision

Sacrificed on a suggested pill prescription


Reinvigorating vanity got me plagiarizing morbid happenings

Setting my own sun was never so over done

Zoloft religiously pumped the serotonin gun

And I thought corrosive narcotics got me spun


Alcoholic Black outs became part of the track route

Anxiety reduced, but more likely to lash out

I need 50 M-Gs a day to maneuver through stressor’s strays

Shank the infected jester germ until you master lesser ways


I was a Stationary distraction

A sorry soldier in the fed med faction

Dishonorably discharged cus I repeatedly risked hard

Determined to demolish my own demons with a cerebral fist art


Forgive me lover

For I know no other

To me, you lend to the season’s change

Conjuring up climaxes that made the seas rearrange


I used to think I was being modest
when I called you a goddess

I used to believe the mountain would be scaled

Now I couldn’t tell you what hot is

And I think I’ve finally bailed